You are what you long for..

I know it might not make sence to you at all. But it is really true. We have everything we long for inside, we have just forgotten.

When we start remembering again, we feel better and better. Like we did when we were children and before we learned all that conditioning. It doesn't mean that we no longer want anything from outside, it just becomes a different kind of wanting.

It is not longer a desire or a need. Nothing is necessary or urgent in the way it used to be. We can be in a state of constant contentment and enjoyment of all that surrounds us, no longer wanting, longing or needing anything different, to be happy.

Hopefully you will understand what I am talking about.

First you awaken, like from a dream, and see that reality is not what you thought it was. You realize that something is off, and get a glimpse of what is true!

That it's all an illusion.. and that, what you are living is just a story.. amongst many..

After this, you start searching, for what you got a glimpse of, you want more of it, you know it is your true nature. You know you have seen a glimps of true reality.. existence..

First you look outside, and then inside... for what you think you want and need!

Then you realize what you are NOT, and start finding your true essence, by peeling away all the layers of old conditioning that is not really you. 

Then you start filling yourself with what you long for!

No longer trying to make others fill you up. Or expecting them, to give you what you want, and blame them, when you are not receiving what you think you need.. It is liberating to say the least.

To stop expecting things from the world and others, realizing that you are your own source of love, gratitude, enjoyment and happiness. You are really WHOLE ALONE! Grown up.. You don't really need anyone else to fill you up.

It is nice to have people around you, as supporters, but it is not really essential for being happy anymore..

Then you just show up as YOU!

And stop taking things so seriously..

It's just a game you see.. a play..

The story of your life.. is something you keep telling yourself..

Ever tried stopping...

Just letting go..

Not doing or being anything??

JUST STOP!

Everything!

And watch - Observe.. what you are living in..

PURE EXISTENCE!!

Anyway...,

Wherever you are in your life.

My Heart Space can maybe become a place for you, where you can read about the issues of daily life. My daily life.. and hopefully recognize something of what I am experiencing, or disagree completely. No reaction is also fine actually. So whatever comes is the right emotion or reaction for you. Who am I to tell you something different?

"We are perfect just the way we are!"

There is nothing to achieve really!

Like Libby Roderick wrote in her songtext:

"How could anyone ever tell you, you were anything less than beautiful..?"

"How could anyone ever tell you, you were less than whole?"

We are all the same, conciousness, whole, just wrapped in different wrappings...

Different forms.

Alike and at the same time unique!

Like beautiful snowflakes.. water crystals..., all a part of this big ocean.. sometimes called conciousness..,

walking this earth as human- beings...

Hopefully you will enjoy my words..